Relationship Problems/Advice Please help I think im driving myself insane!?

well first off u dont need counciling like wth r they talkin bout??? everyone has guy issues....but i think that u should get to no ur ex a bit more since its been nine years his habits and hobbies could have changed and u dont no exactly wat hes like anymore but get to no him and if u like the way he acts more then the way ur current bf acts then its clear u should be with ur ex ...i think ur just feelin guilty about breakin it off with ur current bf u used to have feelings for him but u moved on it would be even more rude if u stayed with him but have no feelings for him so if i were u id keep it off with both of them for a bit get to no ur ex more then date him if u like him still but if not and u feel u want to go with ur curent guy again then do it and if not find a totally diffrent guy that can give u wat u felt in both guys